GEEZ

I'm so angry at the things I can't have but how can I be? I've never even asked for them... and that is one of my biggest problems. Like what is so wrong with me that I can't just speak up and tell people how I really feel? Used, unimportant, like second best...Janelle just stop going on rants on blogs and say something. The thing is, interaction is so much harder when it isn't written. I feel more of myself when I'm talking through a fucking screen rather than to someone's face and I just want to make a change and just be the rad bitch I always am instead of being reduced to a timid little shrew every time I'm with someone who isn't family. That has caused people to mistake me for boring, slow-witted, uninteresting, and a lot of other shitty things when I'm anything but.