Release

Today I decided to stop hurting myself. Not physically, but mentally. I need to take a step back to reevaluate my life and myself...and I need to do it without a certain person. It's going to leave a hole in me and be one of the hardest things I've ever had to do but you know that bullshit saying: If you love something, let it go, blah blah blah blah blah. Well, I'm letting go and I'm not going to look back because I need to find someone who REALLY loves me. Someone who would go to the ends of the earth for me like I'm willing to do for them. Fuck anything less. It's not unrealistic and it's not high maintenance of me to want someone who won't see me as a second choice.